A Little Kundalini Awakening Story
Spiritual awakenings are a comprehensive subject that can get pretty deep so I’m going to try to summarize my experience and keep this as short and sweet as I can. In January of 2022, my life shifted permanently. First, I experienced a dark night of the soul, or a sudden self-realization. It was like waking up from a dream, realizing everything I thought and I believed to be real and true, was false. My reality was completely false, because I was completely false. I had run from my true nature long enough, and my soul apparently had had enough. To put it quite briefly, this experience felt like traversing hell. I moved through the darkest and densest energies I had ever felt….terror, despair, shame, anguish, hopelessness….it was the most challenging experience of my Earthly life because it felt like I had died and gone to hell, and why I was down there I was kicked and stepped on by those who I believed would have protected and helped me.
Over those next several months I had to confront many demons in order to crawl my way out of the darkness. But facing my fears gave me strength to keep going. I started facing the traumas in my life instead of running from the pain. I did the deep inner work, because for me there was no other option. My daughter needed her mom. I wanted to give up many times, but I made it out. I rebuilt my foundation on Truth, and I started to build a life that was aligned with my needs. I moved from Hawaii to Wisconsin, left my marriage, moved out on my own, and stopped drinking.
When I quit alcohol in October of 2022, I started a yoga practice to help me with my anxiety and chronic pain. I was able to release a lot of trapped emotions that had been stored in my hips and shoulders and I cried for weeks. When I was 3 weeks sober, I had returned from a family wedding out of state and was preparing for my first court date with my ex-husband. At this point in my life, I had been a stay at home mom to my then 5 year old daughter. I had let my nursing license lapse in the process. I was unemployable as a nurse, a newly single mom, and in a completely new area of the globe I had never been before. And I was alone.
That day in November 2022, I dropped my daughter off at pre-K and came home to meditate. During my meditation I asked for help and guidance….anything really. I was desperate for support and to find meaning for my suffering. At this point in my awakening process I had learned to lean on God and trust the process. In that meditation while I asked for guidance, I was laying on my couch and a force of energy came through my body like I’ve never experienced before. The energy came up through my legs and tailbone, anchoring me to the earth and it shot up through my spine and torso, lifting my upper body off the couch. A bright, white, infinitely blooming lotus flower consumed my vision, and I wept uncontrollably at its magnificence and beauty. It was God. I was in the presence of God and I felt pure bliss and peace. Then, a spirit guide came to me and told me that court the next day would not go in my favor. She said not to be afraid. I believed and trusted this knowledge.
The following day, my babysitter canceled and I could not attend court in person. I scrambled to be able to attend via zoom and then the court proceedings went as predicted. It did not go in my favor, and I lost. I was strangely at peace with it, as I believed I was not to be afraid. My experience the prior day could not be ignored, and for the next 3 days I felt deep peace, bliss, and joy, and like I was living as a soul in a human body. I remember driving down the road like it was my first experience on Earth and behind the wheel. I was enthralled with the joy of operating a vehicle. It was fun and magical, like I was playing a video game. I still laugh at that memory. It brought me so much joy!
The energy that entered my body that day has stayed with me ever since. After the first few days of joy and bliss, the energy shifted and started to feel deeply sexual. This intense sexual energy was everywhere around me. I had no idea why all of a sudden I felt orgasmic sensations in my brain and throughout my body, and in my search for answers I was introduced to the concept of a spontaneous kundalini awakening. I had not saught out this spiritual awakening, but I quickly learned that that indeed is what had happened to me.
My experience with kundalini energy brought me on a path of massive growth and transformation. The energy involuntarily purged though my chakra centers, cleansing, clearing, and purifying my vessel of the karma I had accrued in this life and previous lifetimes in the process. I was guided to the path of celibacy and to learn how to master this creative life force energy within me. During this 2-year process, I developed many “supernatural” abilities. My psychic gifts came online and I started to channel universal wisdom from somewhere beyond the veil. Over time, I learned that I am what’s called a trance channel, and that I possess the ability to channel healing light code activations from The Sophia Dragon and Gaia. Basically, my vessel has been purged of dense energies and I am like an energetic antenna for these codes and transmissions. I’ve also learned how to channel the life force energy creatively, using it for self-expression through art, and channeling it through my hands for my energy work and healing practice.
My spontaneous kundalini awakening has reawakened these gifts that were dormant inside of me, and it is now my time to share these gifts and codes with others who may find themselves on the spiritual path and are seeking to reclaim their sovereignty.
If you find yourself experiencing a kundalini awakening, I know first hand how scary it can feel and I am here to be of support. You’re not going crazy, you’re just waking up to who you are meant to be. This energy is present within all of us, waiting for us to be ready to unlock our supernatural gifts. Before mine, I was a non-practicing Catholic, trapped in a life I did not want who struggled with shame and guilt. Now, I know I AM an eternal being whose soul is limitless. I am here to enjoy my life on this planet and to love unconditionally. I am not bad, not a sinner, and not unworthy of love and life like I had been programmed to believe. I am a 3D manifestation of my consciousness and my DNA signature. My physical body is the temple of my soul, and I honor it the best that I can with everything that I AM. I've accessed the blueprint for my creation, and can help you access yours when your soul is ready to embark on the journey of remembrance.
It’s taken me a long time to be able to speak about my experience, and as I write this I feel my kundalini energy in my throat and heart chakras, encouraging this expression of my truth and releasing the energetic blocks I have held to being seen, heard, and understood. I am no longer who I was. I AM who I AM.
Wishing you peace, blessings, and abundance always. We are all one.
Namaste and be well,
Meg
